Father

I opened my eyes,
And guess what I see?
A familiar shadow,
Which I buried in the past.

I skinned myself in blanket,
Refuse to leave,
I peeked time,
I know I can no longer hide.

I don't know why,
I just don't dare to say hi,
Those usual words,
They were sealed behind my smiles.

I can see disappointed face,
With regret which I can't chase,
I can't even say "Father",
Or just I forgot how to.